Saturday, June 30, 2007

~I am Much Too Alone in this World~

I am much too alone in this world, yet not alone
To truly consecrate the hour.
I am much too small in this world, yet not small
to be to You just object and think,
dark and smart.
I want my free will and want it accompanying
the path which leads to action;
and want during times that beg questions,
where something is up,
to be among those in the know,
or else be alone.

I want to mirror Your image to its fullest perfection,
never be blind or too old
to uphold Your weighty wavering reflection.
I want to unfold.
Nowhere I wish to stay crooked, bent;
for there I would be dishonest, untrue.
I want my conscience to be
true before You;
want to describe myself like a picture I observed
for a long time, one close up,
like a new word I learned and embraced,
like the everday jug,
like my mother's face,
like a ship that carried me along
through the deadliest storm.

~Rainer Maria Rilke~

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